NavyPrincess

It had probably been a couple of hours already - we were all over the floor.. his hands here, mine there. His lips grazed my ear ever so slightly; fingers dancing across my lower back sending jolts through my body. I quivered, losing control as he pushed me over and rolled on top of me. My breath was caught as his lips glided from my jaw to my neck, ever so tauntingly down to my collar bone.  I caught a glimpse of the predator in his eyes just before his lips connected with mine, and just like that there was fire in my veins. "Sorry." Everything went still. At that moment, the rustling of our clothes and bodies against each other paused. I

So, here we go again.. Another day much like all the others. We both show up, mind set on destroying ourselves at the gym. If I play my cards right, he'll give me his attention. I refrain from making myself too obvious.. rarely looking directly at him, only stealing quick glances from any given mirror within the vicinity. Every now and then I'll catch him doing the same, all though more often than not he makes direct eye contact. I do my best to keep my poker face, pretending that I don't care or that I didn't notice. I do not approach him, only move on to the next lift, keeping my gaze on anything but him. I feel his eyes on me as I keep a s

A single tear crosses my cheek, my vision blurred as my breath is caught in my throat. It's been days, weeks, months.. Since I've seen that handsome face; fallen and lost myself within those deep blue eyes. Though your messages and letters, or brief phone calls still made me emotional.. It's been far too long since I have had this feeling in my tummy. I can feel the smooth and gentle sensation of your hands on my skin, caressing me softly as you send my heart into an intense and frantic beat. You pull me close, your arms tight around me in an embrace, enveloping me in your warmth. I can hear your heart beat - it eases mine and sends me into t

I am but a slave to my own emotions. Never free; always bound. I stand in silence, Though my mind is calling out. I am a reflection of my soul, Yet my eyes do not allow the tears to come forth. I am viewed as the soldier; Expected to be strong and faithful. God has heard my words and seen my tears, Though it seems that I am still on my own. It's strange to me, Being surrounded by family and friends.. Yet I feel more alone than ever. The flame is slowly fading, Somehow I still trust you to always rekindle it. My heart is not a toy, Played with relentlessly, regardless. I have no voice, So I just let it go.